I have always missed you,
But even if Fate deemed it so,
I would never go back to you.

I long for the ease 
That being with you,
Has always given me.

Yet I would cut off my arm,
Before I reached out to you,
To help soothe me.

It didn't have to end this way,
Yet it's the only way this could have ended,
You and me, as parallel lines,
Parallel lives.

– Arsh