Day Seven: Excuses

Is distance your only excuse?
Years have passed,
You still haven't visited,
And now I don't even remember your face.


Time and Time again,
You claim to miss us.
"I'm too busy"
"The flight ticket is too expensive"
"I don't have a vacation now..."

Seem to be your only reasonings.


Your voice, in my memory,
Is now only heard through the static of a phone call.
I don't remember what your personality is like,
Or why you made me laugh at all.

Who are you?
Do I even know you anymore?

Your excuses are all I remember now.



– Maya Desdemona

Stages of revenge

It stings. 
Frustrated tears pool at my eyes,
Unable to do anything else.

It simmers.
Darkened eyes look away as
Yet another bribe takes place right under the noses of those
Who were once trusted to protect us.

It burns.
Knuckles are bleeding,
Pummeling the punching bag as though
It would chase all problems away.

It boils over.
Knives stick out of those
Who once dared to take advantage of our innocence
Leaving behind empty puppets.

It's empty.
But maybe this emptiness
Will herald better days.

– Arsh

Sun and Moon

Cross my heart and hope to die,
My battles seem to shut you down.
I never meant to leave you hurting,
Yet all our tears seem so redundant.

Our priorities were never the same,
It took me breaking to even notice.
I watch for success, you wait for love,
And neither of us will compromise.

You are the sun, I am the moon,
We cannot live without each other.
I chase for you, You chase for me,
Yet our different lives means we never see.

– Arsh

Day Two: All Grown Up Now

Oh what of that laughing child,
One which danced its days by,
One that sang of tales anew,
One that's fails meant it "grew".

And of the fun it had?
Gone with the wind, that.
What did it think it knew,
Was it leading an unknown crew?

I asked that laughing child one day,
Who smiled at me in dismay.
That one sentence, it said,
Might make you think it was dead.

"I grew up, as did you."

– Maya Desdemona

You and Me

I have always missed you,
But even if Fate deemed it so,
I would never go back to you.

I long for the ease
That being with you,
Has always given me.

Yet I would cut off my arm,
Before I reached out to you,
To help soothe me.

It didn't have to end this way,
Yet it's the only way this could have ended,
You and me, as parallel lines,
Parallel lives.

– Arsh

Day One: On Leaving A Home


For it felt, as if
The windmills sensed my sorrow,
The trees faked a smile upon my departure,
And the mountains held me by their hands and begged me to stay.

But every bird must leave the nest it calls home.
The wind bid me adieu with a gentle breeze,
The grazing cattle nodded along in understanding,
And fields swayed along to the breeze blowing past them.

A certain beauty about one's home,
Is that even a ray of sunshine can make an unforgettable memory.

A small drizzle comes my way,
Upset that I was leaving but wishing me safe travels ahead.

A silent promise was made that day, to never forget,
My nest, my paradise, my home.

Wistful goodbyes are left on a joyful note,
So one may have happy travels ahead,
But even the sky was a paler shade of blue that day.

The plains and woodlands around me stretch far into the horizon,
Which leaves me wishing I had stayed around longer.

It was ironic, truly.
Everyone wishes to leave the nest they call home when they are in it, yet when it is, indeed, time to go, leaving is the single hardest thing to to.

I pass by a field of daffodils in full bloom,
However, they too seemed to be upset with my departure,
Their heads dipped low.

A small stream follows me beside the road,
A welcoming sight in a sea of concrete.

As I kept going further away from my paradise, the scenery was getting desperate.
The mountains looked misty and foreboding.
The wind started getting desperate.
A gentle drizzle turned into a storm.

Fog and mist started forming around tree plantations.
Soon, I entered unknown land,
And all the trees of fire that I had passed had soon faded into withering corpses of a land once known as a jungle.

Yet now, the mighty jungle that once ruled this foreign land had been reduced to a pile of cement and people.
I still live in this pile to this day,
With only the occasional glance back home.

– Maya Desdemona

Stay with me

Stay with me,
For a while or for a day.

Stay with me,
Until my bones all rot away.

Fall with me,
Crying, laughing, shouting, playing.

Fall with me,
Laughing madly till we're all insane.

Crash with me,
Broken bones and scrambled minds.

Crash with me,
Holding each other through the end of time.

Die with me,
And we'll live on forever.

– Arsh