I am haunted,
Haunted by ghosts.
'Could have been', 'Should have been',
'Could be', and 'Should be'
Are their names.

Alas, it is only these four
That fill my lonesome days.

'Could have been',
'Could have been',
How pitiful you are!
Your grandiose wishes
Were crushed by
Circumstance and chance.


'Should have been'
Shushes all others,
A pearl among the gems.
He lies like a carcass
Hewn for the hounds, helpless.


'Could be' is the cruellest of them all,
A cry to the present,
But to 'face thyself' is to 'face thy enemy',
'Tis but a cascading conquest.


'Should be' is the sternest,
The shrillest of the four,
The future is in her hands,
Though the past is set in stone.


These companions, mine,
Seem to enter the eye
Only in the depths of Night,
To flow like sand under a rock,
Wasting hours of my life.

– Maya Desdemona

One thought on “Ghosts of Time

  1. Dear Readers,

    Happy New Year! ‘Tis rather late, I know ( four months, to be exact), but it was truly circumstance that kept me from you all so long.

    How I missed writing here! To think this is my first post this year! I’m rather ashamed, in all honesty.

    I had been working on a longer manuscript on my trusty pen and paper, dear readers, which I will surely post on here (once I find it).

    This, of course, leads me to ask: Do you prefer my longer or shorter content? Or is it rather the subject matter discussed, and not the length, that you prefer?

    -Maya 🙂

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